haha i have to put that just incase people are trying to follow what im trying to say.i collaborate a bunch of ideas and put them into a group of misunderstanding sentences. this Journal has not been touched since ohhhh about a lil over a year. My Friends pages is overwhelmed with about 4 people. Great for them and what they type to speak their mind. I will do the same, i will do the same. Just like i used to about 4 years ago when i was on this daily.
yup its me...
its all back and im back, back the reality i could, or should i say allow myself to be comfrontable.
sitting here on this hungry couch thinking,analyzing every bit of my actions within the past hour, the past evening, within the last Year.
this past year.
i cant even begin to describe what went down.
its been just majors events one after another when lil fucking smalls one and small fone calls.
theres no TrueFriend in X.
how far does friendship take you/
these little nibbles are really temping, but ive noticed im a lil rusty.
i spent all my after time alone. by choice. terrible huh.
we dont care, they dont care, she wont care, you wont care.
ha just me.
i feel once i turn 22 i can relax, i feel like im in Safe Mode, In this limited lil world i live in.
i new 21 was scary, but who new it would be this intense to juggle.
DONT TRY TO UNDERSTAND THIS.