In this new house now. i like it. its cozy
it makes me never want to go back to the Valley.
I heart College Football and Evey.
theres no time to say "what could have been?" or "i shoulda said this or that"
but my days seem to get caught up in all this aftermath.
and i mean, whats going to be come of me when Football season ends?
it could be the only thing.
:sigh: so on the lightest subject in my life.
shes gone and into to someone elses hands, i cant really come to say "oh well" and forget all this, just like everyone knows it takes a while, however some things that i know that no one will ever know. soo secretive i dont even have a clue on what it is. but you know i guess people keep feelings in for there own good or for everyone elses sake.
ya i tried and tired, i came about it in different ways, but the road seems to only be a one way.
reality hits you in the hardest way.
i just let myself crumble and crumble.
party at my house Sat.
come Join me.
old school fastball in my head.
Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility
However it may roll
Give it a spin
See if you can somehow factor in
You know there's always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say
Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
In ever mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then it's time you spoke up too